I cant continue doing this anymore, this path that I’m going down, is slowly killing me each day, I can only avoid facing the problems this path presents for a little bit longer before there’s no turning back, and then I must completely surrender to a life of misery. Ive tried to find someway to escape from this path, but it constantly seems out of my reach, that I need something to help me reach this solution, and I found what I needed, I had it with me and then I lost it, I let it get away, and Ive been trying to get it back for a while now, but it all seems lost, I think Ive lost it for good this time, but I’m trying one last time to get it back, so here it is…

Mary, I know that we have not really talked in a long time, but there’s something I really need you to know… I Love You, You mean the world to me, I know that now, I thought I could move on, but I cant, not without you, so I’m willing to do anything it takes to be with you again, I promise you. I am really sorry if I had ever done anything to hurt you or make you feel bad, but please, can you at least reply to this, I cant continue not talking to you any longer. I miss you so much.

-Bill

Seeing you like this

Makes me want to cry

Seeing you so far from yourself

So far from happiness

I know I should do something

I just have no idea how

Just tell me what I can do

Because I want to do everything in my power to help you